Unfocused......

I don't know what am I doing with my life.....!

So so yesterday........

Oh ohh noo ohh ohh
Gave you the benefit of the doubt
Till you showed me what your all about
True colours came out

Oh ohh

And your words couldnt hide the scent
Of the truth about where you been
Coz it was a fragrence I cant recognize...

Standing there
Scratching your head
Blood shot eyes, drunk with regret
(hanging yourself , turn deep over the edge)

Im done with this
Feeling like an idiot
Lovin you, Im over it
I just dont love you, dont love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought youd loose my love this way
Now youve come back begging me to stay

Say, you, you are so yesterday
Wont let you rain on my parade
Dont wanna hear a thing you say
So yesterday

Funny now how Ive gone
The little light in your head came on
Now youve realized this is all your fault
Oh ohh

Dont you wish you had a time machine
That way you could change history
Its the only way that you could be with me

Standing there
Scratching your head
Blood shot eyes, drunk with regret
hanging yourself , ten feet over the edge)

Im done with this
Feeling like an idiot
Lovin you, Im over it
I just dont love you, dont love you no more.

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought youd loose my love this way
Now youve come back begging me to stay

Honey, you, you are so yesterday
Wont let you rain on my parade
Dont wanna hear a thing you say
So yesterday

And now you wanna reminisce
Say you wanna try again
Started with a little kiss
(we cant even repent) no no

Now I never wanna see you, never wanna feel you
Ever wanna hear you
I dont love you, dont need you, cant stand you
No More..

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought youd loose my love this way
Now youve come back begging me to stay)

Baby, you
You are so yesterday
Wont let you rain on my parade
Dont wanna hear a thing you say

So yesterday
So yesterday
So yesterday

p/s saying goodbye to 2009 with this beautiful song from Tony Braxton.....2009 is just so so yesterday.....hoping for a more fruitful year in 2010....!

things that i miss.....

Part Of The List lyrics - Ne yo

Style Of Your Hair
Shape Of Your Eyes And Your Nose,
The Way That You Stare
As If You See Right Through To My Soul.

It's Your Left Hand
And The Way That It's Not Quite AS Big As Your Right,
The Way You Stand In The Mirror
Before We Go Out At Night.

Our Quiet Time,
Your Beautiful Mind,

They're All Part Of The List, Things That I Miss
Things Like Your Funny Little Laugh
Or The Way You Smile, Or The Way We Kiss.

What I Notice Is This,
I Come Up With Something New
Every Single Time That I Sit And Reminisce.

The Way Your Sweet Smell,
Lingers When You Leave The Room,
Stories You Tell As We Lay In Bed All Afternoon.

I Dream You Now Every Night,
In My Mind Is Where We Meet,
And When Im Awake, Im Staring At Pictures Of You Asleep.

Touching Your Face,
Invading Your Space,

They're All Part Of The List, Things That I Miss
Things Like Your Funny Little Laugh
Or The Way You Smile, Or The Way We Kiss.

What I Notice Is This,
I Come Up With Something New
Every Single Time That I Sit And Reminisce.

And You Live In My Memories,
Forever More I Swear
And You Live In My Memories,
Forever More I Swear

They're All Part Of The List, Things That I Miss
Things Like Your Funny Little Laugh
Or The Way You Smile, Or The Way We Kiss.

What I Notice Is This,
I Come Up With, Something New
Every Single Time That I Sit And Reminisce.

Oh, Oh, Oh...
Oh, Oh, Oh...

p.s such a beautiful melody......we all have things that we miss.......
btw, i'm a big fan of ne yo....i think he is sexy....so sexy....

lesbo?

Te Amo (Rihanna)
Te amo, te amo
She says to me, I hear the pain in her voice
Then we danced underneath the candelabra, she takes the lead
That's when I saw it in her eyes, it's over

Then she says te amo, then she put her hand around my waist
I told her no
She cries te amo, I told her I m not gonna run away, but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldn't somebody tell me what she said
Don't it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Don't it mean I love you

Te amo, te amo, she's scared to breathe
I hold her hand, I got no choice uhh
Pull me out on the beach, danced in the water, I start to leave
She's begging me and asking why it's over

Then she says te amo, then she put her hand around my waist
I told her no
She cries te amo, I told her I'm not gonna run away, but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldn't somebody tell me what she said
Don't it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Don't it mean I love you
Think it means I love you

Then she says te amo, then she put her hand around my waist
I told her no
She cries te amo, I told her I'm not gonna run away, but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldn't somebody tell me what she said
Don't it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Don't it mean I love you
Don't it mean I love you
Think it means i love you

p.s luv the catchy tune but i'm confused.....:)

Bencinta........

If.....

there is a will....there is always a way!

No acceptable excuses!

Nothing sweet about me.....

and no......i'm not talking about myself.......
but about esther......one of the contestant for oiam 3.....
this was the title of the song that she sang last week......
her version is far better than the original......
her voice is so groovy......
she is so talented.....so entertaining......
she is phenomenal......
i've fallen for her......
can't wait to see what she will do next.......
i'm looking forward to it.......

p.s YES ESTHER send to 33399.....hehe

untitled

wise men say only fools rush in.......

RMN

Perhaps there might be reason why I posted this picture here.......you guess :)

Oh did I ever tell you that I have a thing for men in uniform ;p

Oh boy, 'he' is a very big turn on in uniform! hehe

p.s gambar tiada kaitan dgn yg hidup atau mati.....haha

Huh??

Huh?? Really? Are you sure it's already 2009? Damnnn....I haven't woke up from my sleep!!

Somebody help me please...............

holiday mood.....

not in a mood for anything (except sex.....oopsss.....haha) but still lots of official thengs need to be completed before end of the year.....and also need to attend 2 days meeting end of this week......aarrghhhhhhhh!

height of poverty - wife stitching husband's condom;
height of ambition - an ant climbing an elephant's leg with the motive of rape;
height of unemployment - a spider web in a prostitute's pussy;
height of laziness - naked man lying on top of naked woman waiting for an earthquake to do the rest;

p.s Blessed Christmas and Happy New Year 2009 to all........

update: nah eja mood pun jadi mode....ketara blurr ba....kekeke

if today was your last day......

by Nickelback

My best friend gave me the best advice,
he said each day's a gift and not a given right.
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind...
And try to take the path less traveled by.
That first step you take is the longest stride.

If today was your last day,
and tomorrow was too late.
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past,
donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day...

If today was your last day...

Against the grain should be a way of life,
what's worth the prize is always worth the fight.
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try,
so live like you'll never live it twice.
Don't take the free ride in your own life...

If today was your last day,
and tomorrow was too late.
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past,
donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories,
would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above,
that you finally fall in love...
If today was your last day...

If today was your last day...
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars,
regardless of who you are...
So do whatever it takes,
'cause you can't rewind a moment in this life...
Let nothin' stand in your way,
'cause the hands of time are never on your side...

If today was your last day,
and tomorrow was too late,
could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past,
donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories,
would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above,
that you finally fall in love...
If today was your last day...

p.s so let nothing stand in your way 'cause the hands of time are never on your side.....what's worth the prize is always worth the fight!!

sinta karas.....!

Instead of choosing to face the regret of losing you,
I'm choosing to face the pain of loving you,
If our destination is hell, let's go together....!

fascinated and impressed......

Saw this piece of 'amazing art work' whilst doing by blog hopping. I find this really funny and i just can't help it but to post it here :).....i hope no copyright permission is required...hehe

A prayer on one depressing day......

Dear God, please find me a boyfriend…
Life suddenly seems so bleak… what’s with the petrol hike and all…
I can no longer frolic as I please… For distance will consume me…
Bless him with a license… and of course with a car, and a less petrol – consuming one while You’re at that…
Make him a nice guy…
A gentleman he is, he’ll never ask to split…
Who’ll drive me anywhere, everywhere...
The one who won’t complain…
The one who’ll bear the traffic jam… and slowpokes included too…

Dear God… Please find me a boyfriend…
One with a penchant for finery…
And money flowing free…
So that I’ll have no worry…
When I want to eat for free…
And for doorstep delivery…

Dear God… Please find me a boyfriend…
With a thing for watching movies…
One that would sit still and quiet throughout the show…
One who will obediently silent his phone…
One who would even watch chick – flit and comedy…
One who dislike popcorn but would still buy one to share…
And of course, will pay for all…
Or download all for me…

Dear God, please find me this boyfriend…
Though he sounds too good to be true…
Though I’d rather if You give me an oil rig…
Where hunks dig money for me…
While I watch with glee…

p.s Dear God.....please make all my wishes come true.........

I wish.....

I wish i can have something to turn to..............
something that is sexy and hug able.................
something that does not complain....................
something that will be there anytime I'm in need (ahem)...........

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I wish.....i wish.....i wish........i can have something like this........

p.s you're so damn handsome.......you are far better looking than those guys that i see around......I'll give my everything to have you....haha

My yummy lunch.......

OK sorry for not updating for quite sometime (macam la da org mau baca...eehehe) but i did warn you earlier that i'm a lazy ass besides i'm fully occupied with official thingy......however i still got time for blog hopping as it does not require much of my brain and energy.....unfair? haha

it's quite nice reading those postings of my fellow blogger even though some postings are just 'nonsense' but that what makes my blog hopping enjoyable.....so being fair to everyone.......here's sth from me.....a picture of my lunchie munchie yesterday at fish and co, warisan square.......been to this place few times but this is the first time that i bother to take pic of the food that i eat! I guess i should do this more often starting from now on ......

so sorry i forgot the name of this menu but the price is rm17.90....it has fish in butter and tomato sauce, rice and mix vegi in it.....the drink is called pink passion rm5.90....

closer view...it's so damn yummy....i can feel the freshness of the food...worth my money!

still not enuf with the big lunch? i headed to secret recipe and take away this carrot cake rm5

how come it's out of shape? yummy when you eat it with hot tea......but i prefer the brownie...

So enjoy the view....really soothing to the eyes....

A story about 'body'......

There is a story about 4 people named EVERYBODY, SOMEBODY, ANYBODY and NOBODY. There was an important job to be done and EVERYBODY was sure that SOMEBODY would do it. ANYBODY could have done it, but NOBODY did it. SOMEBODY got angry about that, because it was EVERYBODY's job. EVERYBODY thought anybody could do it, but NOBODY realized that EVERYBODY wouldn't do it. It ended up that EVERYBODY blamed SOMEBODY when NOBODY did what ANYBODY could have.

p.s i feel so damn sleepy.....i couldn't sleep last nite due to teh tarik intoxication.......i should have never taken it late in the evening......i guess i managed to sleep only around 2.30am......damnnnn!

monday bluessssssssssss

Salute her...

During this long holiday.....

some of us might be enjoying ourselves with fun activities
some have to work.......
some are bored to death..........
but can you do this much?





p.s i hope by now you have the idea how to kill your boredom-ness.....

Sexy name.....

I find this very interesting so I'm curious to find out how true the result can be! Let's see.....

What's Sexy About Your Name

You are sexy because you are very physically attractive. You're the type of person many people find sexy. And you make sure that you always look your best. You love turning heads. You have major sexual chemistry with a lot of people. You provoke strong emotions. Some people strongly dislike you, but it's only because they want you so badly. And you're not above turning enemies into lovers. You're a true rule breaker when it comes to sex. No one is going to fence you in. If it feels good, you're into it. Physical gratification is the most important thing to you.

very physically attractive? a true rule breaker? hahaha....let you be the judge

'husband'

Tall, dark and handsome?....i guess better description would be big, dark and macho......big? mmmmmm.......kekeke